Monday, June 26, 2023

COVID finally caught up with me!

 After almost 3.5 years of dodging the 'rona, I was really starting to believe I was some sort of super human, incapable of contracting the virus - with a butt-kicking immune system. Just... you know... more fierce and in control than all the other humans!  

And the universe said "hahahahaaa!"

So what did my 13 days in the strong embrace of COVID-19 look and feel like?

Day 1 - maybe?  I dunno. It was a Wednesday night and I felt a little chest tightness. The occasional cough escaped. To all intents and purposes it felt like asthma. I only get asthma in high humidity conditions and it had been raining for a month. The ground was saturated and the air too. I took my rescue inhaler and felt normal again. Tested for COVID - just in case. Negative.

Day 2 - or maybe this is really day 1?

The cough was back but not bad and my throat felt a little scratchy - which I put down to the coughing. I took the asthma inhaler again and forgot about things.

Day 3 - Friday. Sore throat, bit of a cough, aching body and chills. Oh poo! Tested postive for COVID and cancelled all my in person appointments. Took the dog for a long walk and with the help of Ibuprofen, felt pretty good. 



I also contacted my Dr to get general advice and inquire about Paxlovid. I was told my symptoms were mild and I didn't get Paxlovid. Tough it out, sister!

Day 4 - FELT LIKE CRAP! Yep, had all the virus symptoms now and moved like I was 100 years old. My throat was killing me, sinuses were blocked to the point the pressure forced tears out of my eyes and gave me a headache/faceache, cough was increasing, body aches no longer manageable with Ibuprofen, chills and mild fever came and went.  Actually the chills were super controllable with meditation and I'm grateful I figured that out quickly. Mark sourced me some quality New Zealand Manuka honey with healing properties and I spent the day flushing my body with lemon, ginger, honey tea.

Overnight I spiked an admirable fever and this, I believe, was the beginning of my body doing battle with COVID. I woke with sopping wet hair and pj's, damp sheets all they way through to the comforter. 

Day 5 - Sunday morning at 6am I was changing the sheets and showering myself but boy did I feel better! The body aches, chills and fever were gone. They never came back. What was left was the sinus infection and that darn cough - now almost as productive as my sinuses. I relied on over-the-counter daytime flu remedies and lots of tissues to take control of my symptoms. Even managed a short dog walk!




 I began measuring brain fog by timing myself doing Expert Sudoku. At 13 minutes and with few mistakes, I can honestly say I could be smarter under the influence of COVID! (Relief!!!)

Day 6 - Why was this just as bad as Day 4?! I stayed in bed most of Monday - only making it as far as the balcony off the bedroom.  Misery did NOT like company but Wrigley the cat overruled me and we cuddled the day away. I didn't lose my appetite but I did lose my sense of taste pretty early on. Spicy, sweet or salty was the only evidence I had of flavor and it took most of the joy out of food. (But at least my tongue was still working!)


I had been quarantined upstairs for days now. Even had a toaster and kettle station!

Day 7 - 11 - Slow progression from infected sinuses to just runny nose. Cough became less productive and took on the "seal bark" quality that everyone loves to listen to! I've been taking Tessalon cough pearls for the better part of a week. Who would have thought in 2016 when I got Whooping Cough that the leftover meds would be so valuable 7 years later. (I think that's how long it's been since I was sick! No wonder my ego is so bruised.) 

Some days I take walks in the open space with Teddy and Mark. Walks are short. I'm tired... not because of the COVID but because this cough is writing checks that my abs can't cash. It's hard work!



Yes... it has stopped raining (kinda, mostly) in Boulder. The open space is looking more and more like the Florida Everglades and I have taken to just stomping around it, like Teddy. Even the Prickly Pear cacti are flowering in STANDING WATER! This year is really testing nature.






** It used to look like this....

My Sudoku game continues to break records and if this super-unscientific study is anything to go by, I conclude that my brain is feeding off virus and at the cost of the rest of my body, has become smarter, faster and more focused. LOL  Oh yeah - I got a real estate deal under contract today too. (That might be a better measure of my mental acuity.)


Day 12 - Still testing positive. But the line is lighter and takes longer to become visible on the test. The cough persists but all other symptoms are almost gone now. I want to see people, return to the gym and do my own grocery shopping.... But Im being patient and responsible ... grrrrr... 


Day 13 - COVID NEGATIVE! Still barking like a seal in spasm but 100% convinced I'm not a danger to society any more. 

The question is... Will I be able to cough and swim at the same time? :-)

Footnote: July 4th I returned to the gym/pool after almost 3 weeks. Turns out I don't cough in the pool (only everywhere else) and swimming is completely back to normal. 40 laps, done and dusted. I'm back, baby!

Wednesday, May 31, 2023

Hazel, Buttercup and Jade

 These are "the Ladies".




We rehomed them in September 2021 and they quickly became part of our family.  On arrival there were 1 or 2 eggs but we had been alerted to the fact that egg-laying wasn't really their thing so the intention was just to let them live out their golden years with love, a safe yard, some companion animals and us. 

After all, they provided endless amounts of friendship, entertainment and cuteness and that's enough. And yep, I believe they grew to love their new home with us. The frequent "blowing out" of feathers has pretty much ceased. They have short claws now as a result of daily scratching around for bugs and they come when called... sprinting across the yard.




Sunbathing!

In 2022 both Hazel and Buttercup started laying spring, but Buttercup stopped after a late spring snow and never restarted. We were lucky to have gotten a couple dozen eggs all year. Jade was still "decorative only". She was also quite the conversationalist!

This year just as daylight savings kicked in, so did the ladies. All three. Jade is no longer, decorative only!

We are getting 3 eggs every 2 days or more. Enough to supply us and relieve the pain of buying $9/dozen eggs at the supermarket. And I have learned now, which chicken is responsible for which egg based on the color and size.


How cute is this?!

Thursday, May 11, 2023

Is COVID over?

 Not so much... But today the US government declared the COVID-19 public health emergency to be over.

It has been 3 years and 2 months. 

This was my first blog post to do with COVID in mid March 2020:  https://dallice.blogspot.com/2020/03/just-to-clarify-before-anyone-becomes.html

I blogged the pandemic from my viewpoint. Trying to keep positive, safe and be responsible - trying to record something to look back on that showed me I didn't lose 3 years or become so changed by the circumstances of the pandemic that I can't find my old self.

The truth is I was changed by the pandemic. I didn't get COVID, I didn't lose my business or my mind (much) and I have a lot to be grateful for, including the time I had during the pandemic to actually stop and recognize it. 

However, I'm also aware that "COVID episodes" of my favorite shows make me bawl like a baby, that I became semi-permanently saddened at the realization of black and brown people being disproportionately affected, that friends lost parents and partners and we lost friends. I turned into a lady who was hesitant to spend time with others, preferred being home with my person and our fur-babies... and even though I know it's way past time to reverse course on this, I'm really struggling to do so.

So yeah, I'm happy COVID-19 is not a public emergency any more - but there are still plenty of little and big fires to be put out. The mental health crisis that has followed this pandemic is insidious and serious. We pulled back the curtain and saw fellow humans living with too few resources. And when the shit hit the fan, we collectively politicized a virus and pitted people against people in arguments over what should have been just science lessons and the chance to support each other.

2023 is the year I focus on healing and well-being for myself. It took a while to get here and it will take a while to undo, too. For now I just give thanks to the people who are supporting this search for renewed purpose and healing - they are many.


True charity beginneth first at home,
Heere in your bosomes dwell your deere-lov'd hearts,
Feed them with joy; first crowne their appetites,
And then cast water on the care-scroch'd face,
Let your own longings first be satisfied,
All other pitty is but foolish pryde.

~ John Marston




Tuesday, May 09, 2023

Spring at Home

 Winter was long.... Well, it felt long even though we traveled and missed some of the more severe weather this year. Snow is pretty but we witnessed it and it's magic at least every other week for several months AND it was a lot colder than I remember winter being in previous years.







Then came the time when I just longed for the muted blues, greys and browns to give way to color already! I missed a yard full of bugs and critters, the color and smell of spring, softness in the grass and just sitting out there, basking under the blue sky and sunshine. I was OVER the whole 10 minute procedure of layering up and preparing to face (and somewhat enjoy) the cold elements. I wanted show my skin the great outdoors again!

Spring is definitely a "process" in Colorado though. You might know it by its common name: Bait and Switch.

At first Mother Nature throws a couple of 80+ degree days - to trick the humans and the plants. Then we plummet below freezing, endure a heavy blizzard or two, mourn the passing of spring's most courageous and ignorant blossoms and start to grow our hopes toward the second coming. (Also a false prophet!)


Early tulips do bounce back from this!

As April draws to an end though, there is more significant proof of life, color and a new season than there are 'surprise' weather patterns to disrupt it.  Almost overnight the garden becomes a magical wonderland, the pets trade in their hibernation coats and habits in favor of frolicking and sunbathing. Baby critters dart in front of traffic and frogs can be heard - a cacophony of mating calls that simultaneously make you smile AND make your ears bleed! 

She's alive! The air is filled with the smell of flowers and my energy is all-of-a-sudden on the upswing again. Hallelujah!

This is how I see my world right now....


Phlox

Tulips


Daffodils

Catmint

Cushion spurge (I think)

Phlox

Redbud


Redbud

Aspen flower with ladybug

False spirea


Chokecherry buds

Cherry blossom


Lilac


Apple blossom



For sure, there are still things in the yard that look deader-than-a-doornail. But it's early. If I've learned one thing gardening here for almost 20 years, it's this; Give. It. Time. I literally designed the garden to flourish and perform through October and that just means some things are intended to get a late start and steal the show after the spring blooms have peaked and wilted.

Patience is a virtue I never claimed to have but every year the garden challenges and teaches me to exercise my patience muscles just a little more... And it's good for me! What better place to just take a few deep breaths or literally stop and smell the roses?!


Friday, March 10, 2023

Teddy's "Business" Cards

Of course the obvious question has to be "Teddy has a business?!"

Sure does. His job is no less important than any therapist or coach. He motivates and inspires me to get out there... exercise, meet people, breath fresh air and practice gratitude. It makes me healthier, more productive and a nicer person. Everyone needs a Teddy!

It wasn't long before we started getting invitations for dates and walks in a less random fashion while out on walks. Trouble is, no-one at the trail ever had much more than their phones on them and I'd be lying if I said I could put someone's contact details in my phone and remember who they were all that well. Seems I have a better memory for dog faces and names than people - I'm embarrassed to admit!

The solution came in the middle of the night. Like all my epiphanies! Last week I worked on making Teddy a business card and when they arrived I put a few in his treat pouch. Prepared to make my own doggie-play-dates!